62. 19/12/2012

Went to school today, or should i say 'old school'.

I didn't wear school uniform cause i threw it all. ==

I've changed to a new school at P.J

Quite far huh.

Their uniforms are sooooo ugly.

Well, mum says it'll be better than Sentosa.

HOPE SO.

So, i went to 'old school' to take my PMR results

It was not good.. It was BAD.

I did not get what i want, i aimed for 6As

I was sooooo sad, and then i cried.

This is the worst result i got.

Mum said it was ok because i've tried my best

Dad said he was kinda disappointed that i didn't get A for SC

Yes, i did not get A for that damn SC!!!

Going to Singapore tomorrow for 6 days

I don't feel like going actually..

Because i cant SMS with him

Cant see him

Cant talk to him

Damn ==

But still, hope it's going to be FUN!!

Oh yeah, i went out with EM and LZ on the 1/12/12

i sat with him in the cinema
and let LZ sit alone.. HAHAHAHAHAHA
we watched Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 2

You know what?

IT WAS AWESOME!!!

You guys should watch, for real. 
We went to a lot of places
We ate this we ate that
Toooo many things i cant really remember.
But i know that it was a fun day. :)
Oh and thanks for everything dear, 
cause i spent your money. HAHAHAHAHA.
I love you. :*
And I miss you too. :*

Twilight Forever. 

19/12/12

11:28PM

61. 不能没有

昨天
不知道该怎么说
我哭了
哭的好厉害
我不能没有TA
真的


昨天去了JL的家
KH说：“雯宣，要哭就哭吧，别撑住了。”
我听了，我真的哭了
但只哭了一下
我不想在我朋友面前哭
那不是我
我和她们有说有笑的
我笑得好厉害
笑着笑着，又想哭了
有人说
 :) 是为了掩饰 :( 
:D 是为了掩饰 :'(
说的好对，好对


最近，我渐渐地失去了很多东西
我怕，慢慢地，慢慢地
所有对我很重要的东西，会离开我
我不能没有他们
他们对我来说很重要，很重要


今天早上
在朋友面前又哭了
下课的时候，看到他
那一瞬间，我的心揪了一下
很酸，很酸..
很想哭


希望
我们会好起来


4.20PM
03/04/2012

60. 我一定会的。

你看，这么多人，这么大的世界

我遇见了你，你也遇见了我，挺好。

只要结束时跟你在一起

过程让我怎么痛都行。

不管你是怎么样的人

怎么固执，怎么无理取闹

尽管看透了你的缺点

我依然爱你，我爱你。

我觉得，我是一个满失败的女朋友叻

昨晚发生了一些事情

我才发现，原来我真的不够了解他

一直以来，我都觉得他不够迁就我

但是，到了昨天我才发现

不够迁就的人，是我 

真的很对不起

让你受委屈了

真的很对不起

sorry，我答应你我会改进的 :(

Please trust me

我一定会的。:)

11:36PM

12/03/2012

59. 我要快乐

发状态时

明明说的是自己的心情

却硬说成是歌词。

眼泪的滋味

真的很想苦瓜汁

很苦，很苦。

放音乐

是因为歌词说出了我没办法说出的话。

道歉并不一定代表你错了

只是你认为这段关系

比你的尊严更重要。

记住这么一句话：

昨天，删去。

今天，留给回忆。

明天，争取。

对的，坚持。

错的，放弃。

这几天，好难熬

但没关系

一切都会好起来的，即使不是今天，总有一天会的。

9:14PM

11/03/2012

58. 友谊变了

这个星期发生了很多事。
前天晚上，我崩溃了，真的崩溃了
我突然觉得好累好累。




星期一发生了一些事情
YW没有跟我们讲话五天了。
唯一一次就是这两个字：“放手”
要不然就点头，要不然就摇头
她说她需要时间才能真正地原谅我们
好吧，就给大家一点时间。




今天下课的时候，看到FK，我就跟她讲：“FK，你很久没有跟我们一起了。”
她没有回应，我不知道发生什么事
我就跟KS讲前几天发生的事情
哪里懂我去买东西的时候
一转眼KS就不在了
找找下，她在跟FK和XK讲话
她们有偷偷看我
TMD! KS一定又是把我的东西告诉她咯! 
我很够力不爽!
然后她们讲完话之后，我就问KS她跟她们讲什么东西
KS就讲：不可以讲
听完之后我很gek你懂吗
KS就跟我讲：“我只可以跟你讲，FK不爽你不是因为补习那件事。”
TMD！要讲又不要讲讲！
我不知道发生什么事情，弄到FK不爽我
我真的不懂




我们都几岁了
有什么事为何不要坦白地说出来呢
为什么就是那么喜欢在别人的背后讲坏话
坏话很好讲么？




我不知道我们的友谊为什么会变成这样
就因为那么小的事，可以搞得那么大
我一直在很努力的挽回，但是，我放弃了
就让它, 顺其自然吧





其实我很想离开这里，去到澳洲
忘记这里一切的不快乐
别问我我舍得吗
我没有东西是舍不得的
除了一个人，一个一直陪伴着我的 “他”。
星期一是我们的一周年，我们没有庆祝。
不过，过得也不错。:)
一年，不短。
我希望, 我们可以一起过第二年。
I love you. ♥




2:23PM
09/03/2012

我要快乐。

57. A REAL BOYFRIEND

A REAL BOYFRIEND


Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.




When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her


When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go


When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her


When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong


When she ignores you
Give her your attention


When she pulls away
Pull her back


When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful


When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word


When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind


When she's scared
Protect her


When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night


When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh


When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay


When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up


When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand


When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers


When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh


When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold


When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does


When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers


When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

SAY YOU LOVE ME BABY! :D

56. 今年情人节 ♥

今年情人节，有他陪

真的，那天晚上，好开心

我们说好了，情人节，我们留在学校庆祝

刚好那天星期二，刚好是情人节，刚好他有Rumah Sukan，我们就一起留下来到4点

在学校我给了他我自己做的东西，电话雕饰啦 

不要小看这个东西，我做了很久!

他说，他真的很喜欢，我很开心 ^_________________________^

晚上，补习要完之前，他比手划脚说：

‘等下等我，我有东西要给你。’

我就点头咯

一下到去，那个死Roger问我：

‘Eh？EM没有给你Sticky么？’

哪里懂，我一望去右边，EM就走着过来

手里拿着Sticky，然后给我

我朋友在我旁边你懂吗！

弄到我有点害羞的 XD

一进到van里面，他们就问谁给我的 XD

然后我就分享我的Sticky!!!

真所谓，分享是一种美德~ :P 

他给的Sticky!! :D

然后他怕我很失望喔，其实我很喜欢咯!!! 

喜欢到!!! XD

在van里面我一直在那边笑!!!

因为太开心了!!! XD

Thankiew my dear~ :D

I LOVE YOU!!! :D :*

11:12PM

18/02/2012